If you don't start, it won't end... :D

Hmmm, nothing beats a nice shower after tidied up my bedroom.
It’s barely looked like a room, more like storage or some accident site.
Things about make a start sometimes can be just difficult.
It’s actually a simple thing, but for me it may take long enough. Too long.
For example, cleaning up my room. My intention to put this job on schedule is from prehistoric era. But to start to do it, hahahahahah, that’s another thing.

So, finally today, I really do it. I cleaned up my room.
Although it doesn’t help the way it look that much (comparison: from an airplane accident site upgraded to car accident site), but at least there’s more space to use my desk (which you wouldn’t be able to find it in those pile of things above the desk, mostly books).

I also had this thinking, the things you start in your daily life is actually affect the outcome with anything you’re dealing with. Like, your personal life, your professional life, maybe your love life, your social life, anything. Most things just won’t work unless you had the idea, the initiative to do it firsthand.


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Since I wrote in this blog, I just realize that during the day I live everyday in which I feel so rapidly moving, there’s so many things I can do in 1 day. Well, maybe not that many, but for me who never summarize things I’ve done in a day for these past few years, everyday is quite meaningful. I just get back to my senses now. : P

Today, after quite some time, Dian messaged me, asking to meet. A small reunion.
Quite early, at 9 (well, actually, not THAT early, only I slept at 3am yesterday, so I kinda doze off) she asked me how do I do, and some other things. And after some received & reply, we decided to meet tomorrow evening. I still don’t know what time or where, she just said she’d notified me later.

Actually, I have some appointment today. But how jerk I am that I cancelled both.
Yeah, 2 appointment and not a single one going anywhere.
First, is an appointment with Kiki to watch movie with her and Will. But since I had this acutely dysfunctional family and a problem on financial broke syndrome (since I jumped from one company to another), so I had to cancel this one.

Later, I had another appointment. This one just made yesterday, when I visit my previous office, Ideasphere. You see, my friends is going to Bandung to supervise some client’s event (TOP TV if I’m not mistaken) and she asked me to join. Of course without any doubt, I accept. But later, I get too carried away with this new game I’m playing right now, so my bedtime which is already late, is even too late; which gives me this terrible headache at the time I woke up this morning. So, yeah…. I canceled this one too. :(

In conclusion, I really not going anywhere today. Just stayed at home.
And I still feel bad about that cancellation. Really. TT^TT