What am I to you?

A simple question maybe for anyone, but it's never a simple matter to answer.
A simple answer from my dear friend Resti.
Well, not quite simple, but it's way beyond my expectation of how anyone could feel towards me.
More than a complementary, it's a bit too much that I felt so flattered and a bit embarrassed.


Fera is my love at the first sight. Kalo orang biasanya kenal dulu baru lama-lama suka. Entah gimana, gw gak butuh ngabisin waktu lama untuk tahu kalo gw udah fall. My crush for her just happened like that. And growing…and growing…and growing…

Before this, I rarely feel responsible for other people feelings. And I thought this is going to last forever. But now… I feel like I should. How a big wonder for me, to meet someone as fragile as me, that all I want is just…to protect her beyond much. To see her is like I see through me.

I know… that I feel like she really gets me, supporting and welcoming. I know… that I feel unpredictably comfortable of being myself beside her. But I don’t know what beyond all that reasons that makes her so precious I’m so scared to lose her someday. (I even
have freaked myself once when she left Ideas.)

Now when I try to look deeper, again after again, this is what I know… this is love.

-resti-
All of those are fera for me.


To me, love is so general. More than anything you can comprehend, more than anything you can understand, more than anything you can say.
You can never define love in a simple point of view.
To me, this answer is more than appreciated, to know that there's someone love you for who you are.
Thank you.... .