So this is how it feels...

When I was a kid, I always wanted to see myself as an adult.
I wore my mom's shoes, they used to be too big for me to fit in them.
Now, my mom's shoes won't even fit in my feet. Heh...
I wore her clothes also, too big of course.
Her shirt becomes a one-piece when I used them.

I'm growing, I'm older now.
I feel the process and sometimes I forgot I'm living in it.
I used to wonder how does it feel to work?
How does it feel to get married?
How does it feel to have babies?

Now I'm living my own life.
And to tell you the truth, it isn't as pretty as I thought when I was a kid...
I know there's always ups and downs in life *well, what's life without it?* :P
It's so much different from thinking and hearing stories about it when you really living it.
Once in a while, I said to myself, "so this is how it feels to be an adult..."
"so this is how it feels to be working..."
and so many other thoughts.

My mom's told me a lot of precautions about these things.
And I can see her words became reality.
It's like when I tell the stories to her, she'd say, "See, I told you so..."

It's not like I'm feeling sad about what I've been through.
It feels a lot more like.... fulfilling.
And it's just a quarter part of my life.
Still there's a lot of things awaits me.
So, life.... here I come!